(This was first written on the 10th of November in 2016.)
I’ve been through a lot in the last couple of months. For one,lastyear was when I was diagnosed with colon cancer in September on the 23rd to be exact. I was given the diagnoses of malignant neoplasm a could be lethal type of cancer ,and it wore me down for a while. Lord I had topray,and pray hardwith total belief. What in the world was I to do with what I was feeling? When did this come about,and why?What was I to do?
I was thinking of the worse case scenario, and was likely to either give up,orkeep the faith. The same faith that would’ve cost me my freedom was being challenged by Satan himself. When we allow the words of the enemy to take charge of our thoughts instead of God, we cause ourselves much grief .So I knew I couldn’t do that. I knew I couldn’t waste my trust in God to doubt. Doubt that Satan was attempting to try to cause me to feel.I am so much stronger and wiser than that. So much more rooted in My Lord God, and I do not desire to do a great disservice to receive his blessings,than doubt that it was Him who has spared me,and given me a second chance. I
I needed to be prayed up when this cancer came,aswell as being grateful when it went into remission. I am prayed up that it is really,really gone.Jesus tells me to trust Him in all things,because He knows the plans He has for me,he declares the Lord plans to prosper me and not harm me,plans to give me hope,and a future. (Read Jer. 29:11).
I am here for a reason. God has me here for His reason. Obedient and subservient I must be to Him.